would you take these hands of mine, and use me.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
10:21 PMHEH, dawn came back and she looked v beautiful today, in a new dress! think its kinda like a married woman glow heh!(:
anw, church was great today! :D
at first like most of us were late, oops :X mavis, gloria, rebecca, shirlynn and me. we were like half an hour late oooops sorry peeps :/ and sk kinda 'lectured' us a abit yea. but anyway, dawn asked me to be the emcee like O: and i agreed cos no one else really wanted. and blah blah it was quite boring cos idk what to do larh seriously and after service later dawn told me that i can dont be emcee anymore cos maybe van can be? yay! and she commented that cos van was the highI type. lol, im highS, im BORRRRRING(: HAHA gayle! :D anw so yay! and then i was like supposed to hmm do games? but i didnt want and stuff and there was nothing much to do anyway so yay i think im doing carolling again! hurraye! :DDD
oh service was great. like the worship, i could really feel God's presence and stuff, my hands felt like that were really burning and it was so warm and i could just feel God's love. like seriously after so long and i felt as though he said that he still loves me despite everything i've done and trying to go my own way. and after the last song, idk but i think i heard a quiet whisper in my heart and God was pleased cos i finally worhsipped him from my heart and just not my voice, after fading apart. yeap. so :D sermon was about how to kill a lion in a snowy day. about God knows, and God builds. the perfect temperature(intensity) and duration. thinking bout it my biggest lion(worst enemy) i think should be like living up to expectations and stuff. like how people they group you, they expect you to be something that you're not? like oh, you must be smart, you must get this grade, you have this expectation to live up to, and if you dont, you're never good enough. that kind of thing. and pressure in school, with friends. like somehow thinking im never gonna be good enough for anything, for anyone. but God knows what we're going through, the pain, the emotions, and i guess his building up our character in the process, and we'll come out of the situation better than before(: guess Jesus understands how its like to be committed to something, to do something, even when we dont feel like doing it but we still have to. like he didnt want to die on the cross, but he did it for us, nevertheless(:
yupp. i felt myself drawing closer to God. and as the song says:
a thousand times i've failed, still your mercy remains,
and should i stumble again, i'm caught in your grace.
anw. im a bit worried for the Xmas harvest cos idk, its like so soon, and im leaving for holiday, everyone's leaving for holiday and i cant help but worry if everything's gonna turn out right. but i guess trust God and he'll make our paths straight(:
i feel like rejuvenated after service wooohoo! its been a really long time since i really felt God, i've been a naughty girl :X
oh and on the mrt home, mavis said im anti-social D: but that's very true. i feel kinda uncomfortable socially, if i dont have someone comfortable around me. yea. you know i use to be more sociable last time, but i guess i got tired of being open being friendly. and sometimes, just sticking to your own kind's the safest solution of all(: dont like people feeling as though like i've left them out.
anw, date with twin tmr! :DD WOOOHOOO[:
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