soundtrack of my summer

2010-03-17T19:30:00.002+08:00

WE THE CLONES!

♥ ♥ ♥

Work hard, have fun and make many new friends in JC! BUT our CLONE bond will NEVER be broken! WOOHOO. JY for our new life in JC. Our never ending supplies of projects, tutorials and, head aches. :/ URGH.

Love you two! (:

:D

2009-07-18T11:03:00.002+08:00

(Bold those that apply.)

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a great dancer.
I’m embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. TOTALLY NOT!
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I want to go to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

:D

OH OH LOOK WHAT I FOUND :D

2009-06-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

hahahah it's the bruce lee theme song!
"all the warriors in this world, join this master in his passion of soul!"
"we still listen to bruce lee's battle call!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAH good times, good times :D

and just enough strength to live for today

2009-06-08T16:45:00.003+08:00

banner by tehballofyarn@dailydrug

HELLO ALL! i started watching Gossip Girl and it's awesome!(: wheee. i think i love all of them (though not so much of Chuck Bass HAHAHA). and i think i like Serena and Jenny best, and Serena with Dan is a kinda adorable pair(:

anyway where's everyone! HAHA Jean Ann are you overseas? I thought you usually would tag too. perhaps you're overseas, cause Joline's off as well!

jeanann, which day do you want to go out in week 3? (with joline and i)
even if you don't want to, please do it for me, cause i'm selfish ):

(i have trng on tuesday and friday mornings, saturday i can't cause i've got church yupp)
(and joline isn't free on monday!)

2009-06-02T23:35:00.004+08:00

ahh i should be preparing for rmun now but!
ahaha i feel like blogging teehee :D

let jean ann show you her dream pet(s)!

ahaha so cute right :D
i've always wanted a bunny that looks like thumper :D or a hedgehog, just that i'll probably get pricked.

okay i shall continue preparing for rmun
and to end off with a pic! (dbsk this time HOHOHO)

YAY :D

happy holidays <3

I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time

2009-05-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

(banner from collapsingnight@lj)

hi guess which clone this is :D

today i have came up with this mission to post on OUR clone blog. and i shall share my secret to the art of cool-ness! B-)

1. Be dao/cool.

#paste a blur look on your face wherever you go. (must be permanent one!!) AND DONT SMILE!
#dont look at anyone, just look into space. (or just far far away)
#pretend to look to the floor to swipe and tidy your fringe(only works if you got a fringe!)
#keep talking to your friends
#check your handphone (hahaha)
#think of something deep in your head, anything!)
#lastly most important!!!!!!!!! DO NOT ACKNOWLEDGE ANYONE'S PRESENCE TIL THEY WAVE/SAY HI FIRST!

ok i got a stomachache shall go sleep now! i want to dream of Xmen! WOOOH >D

get to the other side

2009-05-26T19:04:00.006+08:00

[: HELLO ALL! i am finally posting!

its a busy week. i shall just type out my list of items i need to complete for portfolio):

Section 1:
-personal statement (half done)
~~-mid-year self evaluation (half completed)~~:D
~~-error analysis (GCP commonwealth block test general)~~:D
-vocabulary learnt
-parent evaluation

Section 2:
~~-GCP report (draft peer edit reflections final submission corrections)~~
~~-commonwealth essay (draft peer edit reflections final submission corrections)~~
-block test on conflict (~~draft peer edit~~ reflections ~~final submission corrections~~)

Section3:
-Sec 3 EOY essay (~~draft~~ peer edit reflections final submission ~~corrections~~)
-What makes me, me (~~draft~~ peer edit reflections final submission)
- EXTRA: An exception (perhaps im not using this after all, not sure ): ) (~~draft peer edit~~ reflections final submission)
- EXTRA: Wrong place, wrong time (~~draft~~ peer edit reflections final submission)

Section 4:
-IH essay

time to include a cute banner(:

banner by tehballofyarn@dailydrug

TOODLES (:

ps. this is the 50th post HAHAH B)

randommmmmmmmmmmmm!

2009-05-22T22:06:00.005+08:00

THE CHIEF PANDA IS HERE TO REVIVE THE BLOG :D
haha cos this is a random post to revive this blog, everything shall be random! and in point form too! :D
1) it's been pretty amusing to see how people react to my short hair
(mostly "OMG" or they just don't recognize me haha)
2) according to some funny facebook quiz, joline panda has a secret fetish with *gasp* URINE! O:
my result was worse.

...
i got vomit ._.

3) tomorrow's open house, and i'm gonna help out with the hp booth. hahah hopefully i won't say the wrong things..nono i mean hopefully everything will be fine!
4) the highest score on my "how well do you know me" quiz is 50% D:
5) i saw shermaine panda in her syf item makeup today! pretty pretty :D
6) THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMING WHOOHOOOO
7) i'm the only one in my sabbat-- financial literacy 2. hopefull there'll be people i know there T.T
8) one week ago, i stayed up til 3.30am to do my rmun presentation! thank goodness it's over :D
9)speaking of rmun, the other schools like the blue bib that's part of our school blazer! on the other hand, i insist that it's there for us to wipe our mouths after eating spaghetti :D
10) i think i use "haha" excessively
11) dbsk is awesome! esp JAEJOONG WAHAHAHAHAHAH (read: point 10)
12) joline cut her hair, and she looks a bit different now! but she still looks prettayeee :D
13) following point 10, i also think i use smileys a wee bit too much
14) one day, i will learn the mirotic dance!
15) i owe tons of homework. oh man ):
16) i don't see the point of math reflections. from my point of view, the only way we can write a good math reflection is to make sure that we don't understand the topic well so that we can write stuff like "i was confused, and i had the misconception that......" and end it off nicely with lies, i mean stuff like "however, after learning this topic, i was .... (rattles off about being enlightened)"
17) this is gonna be the last point, cos 17 is a nice number. why can't dbsk come to singapore!! D:

to end off with a random picture (icon this time!)

SPONGEBOB :D

how you love me now?

2009-05-10T22:40:00.004+08:00

im dying, i mean my stomach. gosh, thankGod there's no school tmr, maybe i would pon cos im really dying.

here's my list:

#LA esssay
#yue du bao gao
#chem worksheets (urgh)
#chem, math files.
#2 math reflections
#R and R sheesh sucker.
#LA portfolio.
#SIAS (chinese, physics, chemistry)
#whatever chinese thing stupid.
#testimonial preparation(?)

I'M POSITIVELY DEAD.

p.s/ sorry clonies i needed to jot them down in case i die.

let's meet at the confluence at midnight

2009-05-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

HELLO. i've been doing my chinese compre >( at least it's 3/4 done now(:
the weekend's gonna be real busy D: sheesh. don't want to type my homework list here :x

i wanted to poo. i gulped down 2 500ml cups of plain water. it was supposed to work, to help me poo. i guess i remembered it from bio lessons back in sec 2 with Mrs sandy tan. it didn't work. i can't stand it, i keep having stomachache spasms that send me being in pain and being horribly moody. i've been having the spasms but unable to poo much, since 2 days ago): and today morning i got it again, and i was so dull and moody during pccg and physics. aye, i dislike the stomachache spasms. please go away DD:

gahhhhhs. i want to poo. the poo is stuck somewhere in my intestine): or rectum, whatever, i'd stopped taking bio since two years back. sorry for the inappropriate terms used! nooooo i want to poo DD:

sorry for such a horrid post. i wished i posted something more decent(:

and i can't wait for church tomorrow<3 looking forward to cell/ fuel and worshippppp(: hope it'll turn out fine! ladeedum TOODLES!

ohyeah, during geography today, Mr Lim started teaching us on RIVERS(: (i loveee the topic YAYY!) he was explaining confluence, the point at which the tributaries meet the main river. he was like, geog teachers would converse saying "let's meet at the confluence..." and it's a term only geography teachers understood LOL. okay this is so lame. goodbye(:

ITS FAKE!!

2009-05-03T18:09:00.001+08:00

You Are a Brownie Cheesecake

A little chunky and a little gooey, you pretty much run on sugar!

You take hedonism to the extreme.. And people love you for it.

What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

You Are a Green Smoothie

You are a conscientious, health oriented person. You like fresh, whole foods.

You have an open mind about life. You enjoy all sorts of things, and you're not picky.

In fact, you believe the best things in life tend to be underrated or a bit intimidating.

You are bold and daring. You enjoy taking risks and living life to the fullest.

What Flavor Smoothie Are You?

Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential

You are precise, orderly, and realistic.

You tend to get to the point and get things done.

Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step.

Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.

What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.

You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

badaboom

2009-04-23T21:05:00.004+08:00

firstly,
CONGRATS SHERMAINE PANDA ON THE GWH! <333333333333333
all your hard work paid off :D well done :D :D :D

the weekend is coming! the weekend is coming! (and this week is ending! hurrah!)
haha it's a time where everyone's nerves and brain cells are on the verge of being fried (okay for me at least), so it's during times like this where we all need a bit of laughter therapy :D
so... (oh man this is gonna cover up our nice photo D:)

haha i don't know know whether you can see this clearly, but it's super cute (& funny)
it's from pearls before swine :D

and now, i shall go continue with my work!

(DBSK! <333 )

running in circles, chasing our tails

2009-04-23T19:59:00.004+08:00

guess what? i fell sick yesterday and am still sick today. ponned school B) i bet no one else realised, except those in my class. or maybe, best even, half the class don't realise (: i guess i dont leave behind much impressions on anyone cause i'm so anti-social and insignificant that no one really ever cares.

nonetheless, not going for school was the best thing:DD did finish my math reflections (FINALLY!) slept till 8 o'clock, which meant i had 9 hours of sleep, instead of the usual 6! O: yeah i woke up at 5, was in the toilet peeing, and about to shower when my daddy told me not to go to school :D i was actually considering that last night, but i thought my parents would make me go anyway HAHA. so awesome(: i wish i fall sick more often like this and pon school! nah, but it's horrid feeling sick, especially during lessons. my head was hurting so much yesterday during class, and i couldn't concentrate and just felt like sleeping haha!

things to do:
IH essay
study for chem test
What makes us humans Essay
Math AD.2
Math Written Task
eh what else? i forgot (:

haha ohyeah i just changed the banner on my friends-only post in lj! it now reads "IM A NERD BUT I DON'T CARE CAUSE I THINK I'M REALLY COOL" >D weeeeeb(:

hello jeanann, here's the shot from beijing as well(: wheee we should have a CLONIES outing next time, and take a lot more photos! x3 wheeee~

let's go out soooon! like after block tests(:

:D

2009-04-19T16:14:00.003+08:00

ohoho i can post! :D haha i really like this picture of us :D (we look like we're squashing joline xD)
err i have no idea what to say, cos i just wanted to put a photo up heh
ooh and i've been obsessing over dbsk for the past week <3 (jaejoong!)

okay i really don't have anything else to say, so byebye :D

jean ann (who apologizes for this incredibly incoherent post ><)

random!

2009-04-10T22:15:00.002+08:00

1. Which color is better red, black, green, blue, or yellow?
♫ blue
2. What's your first initial?
♫ J
3. What month is your birthday?
♫ July
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
♫ Black
5. Name one of your friends
♫ Jean Ann
6. Pick a number 1-100
♫ 18
7. Would you like to fly or drive more?
♫ Fly
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
♫ Ocean

1. If you chose:
Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black: You are conservative and aggressive.
Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down. O:
Yellow - You are a very happy person.

2. If you're initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. like real arh!
L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last forever.
July-Sept: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good. whee :D
Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great, and eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take you on a different direction, it will seem hard at times but it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.
HAHAHA no i purposely never put shermaine cos i know it will be something like that one! HAHAHAHA.

6. If it is 1-50 you are a very lovable person and you have a great life.
More than 50 screw the world.

7. If you chose:
Flying - You like adventure.
Driving - You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake - You are loyal to your friends, your lover, and yourself. You are very reserved but emotional.
Ocean - You are spontaneous and like to please people sometimes.

stupid quiz coz im just bored ._.

2009-04-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

to-do list:

#pack my school bag for tmr._. my stuff's all over the place cos i brought my schoolbag to training(sat) and church(today).
#wash the dishes(second round!) cos i took a break HAHA.
#study for IH (urgh)
#start on history ( double ugh) ):
#make xy her b'day card:D
#steal chloe's wii xD
#& video-tape xy playing boxing so as to blackmail her! buahahahh :D

AND LASTLY,
#SMILE(: & be happy.

then the trees of the forest will sing

2009-03-16T19:23:00.003+08:00

boohoo sorry twin im covering up the picture that you posted! D:

to make space for my fabulous homework listtt! :

#chungcheng chinese paper
#5 R&R reflections
#chem sia
#chemistry VA worksheet
#prepare for LA blocktest(i have no idea how to do this! O: )
#start on erm diff.2

ok thats all for now:D
quite little right:D

so take me as You find me

2009-03-14T14:04:00.003+08:00

wheee~
HELLO WETHECLONES.BS! :D
heh yayy my fav photo from graces, even though jeanann isn't smiling properly! :D my other fav photo is the one it took with carissa jiejie♥

ladeedum. both twin and i are ill ): twin is worse off than me, but i know Jesus will heal her! ♥ oh my mommy/ daddy 's so nice [: cause they boiled liang teh for me to drink! whee! it's my daddy's off day today. he gets alternate saturdays off without work (:

hmm i'm not going church today:/ but it's okay. ladeedum. k toodles! <3

i shall sing to my Daddy God later, even though my voice is weird and throaty, but for Jesus, i will sing ♥ hehheh.

whisk me off to mongolia!

2009-02-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

my lovelyyyyy homework list!
#ISL.3 by monday
#Chem Spa Skill 3 Trial Practice 2 by monday
#LA Reading and Reflections (for newspaper article)
#Geography Assignment 2 by Monday
#study for Chem quiz next week
#Physics quiz on electrostatic tomorrow (unstudied for)
#Chinese SIA Presentation
#Edit Math Foreword
#Complete Math Reflections by thursday
#Physics worksheet 14.1 by tomorrow (which i didn't do except for one question ._. )

my ultra fun homework list'-'

2009-02-18T21:08:00.002+08:00

#math portfolio reflection 1(nearly done:D)
#history sbq
#math isl.3(half done)
#cl sia (again) D:
#chem siaD:
#LA sia pieces:/
#chinese lms thingum
#study for history time trial on friday!

this for now.

did i hear you right? cos i thought you said, 'lets think it over'/

2009-02-13T19:57:00.002+08:00

HELLO:D
this is a ~~failed~~ attempt to be organized[:

#newspaper reflections
#math isl.2
#redo math foreward
#math portfolio reflection 1
#chinese tingxie
#history essay
#study for history test!
#start on chem sia?
#round up cl sia.
#online math quiz

look at my pile of work, and i dont wanna to anything as of now:D
otherwise, i'll just turn crazy and kill myself.

They say we stand for nothing; & there's no way we ever could

2009-02-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

gosh when was the last time i posted here? :X

anyway i am feeling crapped up now cos its friday night and i want to sleep like at 10.30?!?!
nooooooooo.
and tmr i have to go hand in jiinn's homework for her): because _ is so mean and unreasonable! >( and i have to walk the looooooooooong way to the main gate and i dont wanna get caught wearing slippers! D: HOW ): BOOOHOOO.
i feel _ & _! yet _ at the same time! O:
dont blame me for the cruppled paper _! ._.

RAWR :/

and i havent seen my mummy is 3 days thought we've been living under the same roof._.

urgh. seems like i cant post any decent post cept on my p.blogger.

so tired of you

2009-01-21T18:50:00.003+08:00

hohoho HELLO! :D
i'm just procrastinating! [: HAHAHA. k shermaine chee loves her xanga [: YAYY :D LOL!
and shermaine chee doesn't like her fringe and her fringe is v thin cos she cut so thin! AHAHA and shermaine chee looks like a china nerd who reads a lot of books and is knowledgeble! shermaine chee looks so different you probably won't even recognise her, unless she pins her hair up, or you know her really really well.

like i think claire didn't even recognise me HAHA. cos she didn't even say hello to me when i was so near her, when she came in to talk to charmaine during school and after school. it was only when i was like waiting for the bus after school, that she saw me when she alighted from the bus. (and at that time i pinned up my fringe which is probably the only reason she recognised me)

and i saw wongpeishan after school, and i called her. (i was going down the stairs to 2nd level to look for yujia). i was like "peishan i cut my hair! v ugly!" and she was like "ohmygosh shermaine i didn't recognise you!" hahaha! and she dragged me to show off her prettily decorated class. aye their class probably will win the cny deco thing haha!

and after school sarahlee came into my class to wait for charmaineoh. she was like standing right in front of my table, and i didn't dare look at her cos of my stupid fringe and everything, and finally like after a while, she probably figured i was shermaine who was in her cell. and she went like "ohmy shermaine you cut your hair. cool." and later on i was with siyan taking down the nycd really huge banner, and saw charmaine and sarah running. charmaine recognised us. and when sarah was about to run past us, she finally realised me again. haha she was like "ohmygosh i didn't recognise you!" LOL!

howhow i don't like my fringe! now i can't do currypuff or whatever it is called. the poppy hair thingy i love to do! ahaha! no fair D: i want my curry puff ): i like the puff up hair thing that makes me look taller, and basically makes me shermaine! D:

could you please grow a little faster, my dear hair? [:

you know i don't care, so why bother

2009-01-12T20:11:00.002+08:00

took this from shanping!

The rules:
*Link to your tagger and post these rules.
*List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

1. i love to eat bananas [: they are the best HAHAHA just kidding.
2. i like to crack my back [:
3. i love my buzz group and my church :D
4. i love my twin cos she's the awesomest! x3
5. i don't like pink, even when everyone else thinks i do HEH!
6. i love to listen to music yay.
7. i love God! cos He first loved me! and He has been there for me through it all! x33
8. i do not know what to say anymore!

Tag:
NO ONE

You-
First Name : shermaine
Nickname : sherm, monkey, orange, twincy, cloney (
Name you wish you had : i love my name :D
What do people normally mistake your name as : charmaine, chermaine, sharmaine HAHA!
Birthday : 02/12/1993
Birthplace : singapore [:
Time of Birth : too lazy to check! cos i forgot alr! i was born premature :DD and i'm exactly 2 kg when i was born (extra information LOL!)
Single or taken : single :D
~~Zodiac sign :~~

Your Appearance-
How tall are you : 158 + cm
Wish you were taller : at least 160):
Eye color : black perhaps
Eye color you want : fine with mine :D
Natural Hair color : black
Current Hair color : haha glad with mine. but my twin's hair colour is COOL :D
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color : nope!
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair : i don't think so can't remember! but must 've had it before HAHA
Glasses or contacts : glasses, 'cept for performances
Do you wear make-up : if compulsory.
Ever had hair extensions : nope!
Paint your nails : nah

k end of it! [: i'm bored! but i have quite a lot of stuff to do! ): k bye! :D

soundtrack of my summer

2009-01-11T19:56:00.002+08:00

ladeedum. i dont know why [: but i feel the need to say: i love my buzz group [:

haha k. i don't know like every single one of them, but still it's awesome, and i'm sure we'll continue to grown in the Lord :D

okay. hmm. i realised (like probably everyone else) i only have a short list of people's blogs i do read [: HAHAHA.

the frequent ones i check are: joline's, shanping's, huiyee's (but if her posts are too long then i don't read ahaha!), carissa's, sylvia's. HAHA that's it ohmygosh :D okay i do sometimes check other's like weigin! :D (i miss you dear gingin ): you're old cos you're in zone 2 HEH! love ya! ) and hm yanquan's too, though i only read like a few paras of the latest post, cos your post are really long HAHA! :D

ohyeah i remembered saturday after service right! and suddenly sarah suddenly said to me, "ohyeah i want to ask you how to do math." claire was like "i finished math already!" sarah was like "i dont want to ask you! i want to ask her!" claire was like "why you don't trust me! i finished it already!" and sarah was like "noo she's a genius" huiyee was like "yeah lorh" and i was like "nooooo!" and claire was like "noooo. you look at my face you know i'm a genius already!" HAHAHA :D woohoo nanyang peeps rock in IGNYTE @ PL :DD hohoho! and deyi peeps like huisian don't like us ): HEHE! [:

toodlesssss! <3

You took the fall and thought of me above all

2009-01-08T16:39:00.005+08:00

10 4 things to differentitate the posts between Joline&Shermaine [:
(which is actually so lame and of no use)

1. Joline goes to church on Sunday, Shermaine goes to church on Saturday.

2. Joline may post blogthings quizzes just to fill up a post to revive the blog, Shermaine doesn’t.

3. Joline often uses “anw” and “k bye!” , while Shermaine doesn’t.

4. Shermaine uses "ohwells", Joline probably doesn't use it.

alright, i can't think of anything else. this is sooooo lame [: bleah. today i told audrey i probably won't be in for syf. and somehow dunno why liqi asked too! like i told audrey when she was accompanying me to the toilet, and in the toilet we met liqi. yeah she asked. i said i won't be inside syf. guess i probably won't be in it after all. too short. aren't good enough. but i feel i dont know. at least now when i've let it out, i feel much better. somehow it feels good to be, just different. yes maybe it does hurt (cos what doesn't). but i guess, at least, i've told someone. it's the first step to helping me get over everything, but at the same time still love dance and stuff. ohwells. i still love dance.

and i really don't know what to join in jc. definitely not chinese dance. but something that will provide me with exercise so i won't keep growing fat D: and idk. ytd somehow yujia and i agreed to join the same cca next year. and somehow later on we suddenly spoke about leotards and MAD. i was like "we won't need the leotards next year, unless you join MAD" yujia replied," ohyeah haha! eh maybe we can join MAD." i was like"huh.." idk. for a moment i felt excited to consider it as one of my choices. but i really don't know, cos i can't dance modern dance too. i don't really want to do hiphop i guess. and really i have no idea. later yujia gets in and i don't :/ ugh. wanted to join fencing, with amanda chia and yuanyuh, but ytd amanda said that for fencing, you have to buy your own fencing suit which is really ex. and so amanda and i didn't want to join anymore, but yuanyuh wants to join that, or council. and siming wanted like Outdoor Adventure Club, and yujia says it's probably ex, so i decided against it. :/ ohwells.

sigh and i gain 2 KG DD: roars i'm so fat nowwww )):

Crucified
Laid behind a stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone
Like a rose
Trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

everything's not the same anymore, izint it?

2009-01-03T21:25:00.003+08:00

another rip off. bear with me haha[:

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU:
1) Are you single? yupp
2) Are you happy? not really
3) Are you bored? nope.
4) Are you sad? kind of.
5) Are you fat? duh.
6) Are you a virgin?.. not gonna answer that-.-
7) Are you afraid of the dark? sometimes. in foreign places.
8) Are you good at cooking? suck at it.
9) Are you sleepy? yes
10) Are your parents still together? uh huh :D

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name- Joline Goh :D
2. Nickname- jo. jojo. ((:
3. Birth place- sg!
4. Hair color- brownnnnn. nehneh are you jealous? [;
5. Natural hair style- frizzy and wavvvvy! HEH.
6. Eye colour- brown.
7. Birthday- 3rdJuly:D
8. Mood- sianzzz/:
9. Favorite color- black grey blue[:
10. One place you'd like to visit- alaska. seriously.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
1) Do you believe in love at first sight? i used to. dont know bout now heh.
2) Have you ever been hurt emotionally? duh.
3) What is it that you look for in someone? ..
5) Are you afraid of commitments? yes.
6) Have you hugged someone within the last week? nope.
7) Have you ever had a secret admirer? who hasnt?
8) Which ex did you love the most? ..
9) Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? cant really rmb. but im straight. totally[:
10) Have you ever cheated in a relationship? nah.

TEN THIS OR THAT(choose only one):
1) Love or money? lovex3
2) Hard liquor or beer? hard liquor
3) Cats or dogs? dogsss[:
4) A few best friends or many regular friends? a few best friends[:
5) Television or internet? uhhh i need both! :D
6) Pepsi or coke? pepsi.
7) Wild night out or romantic night in? wild night out?
8) Money or happiness? happiness larh. wad ya thinking?
9) Night or day? night
10) MSN or phone? uhhhh phone[:

TEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1) Been caught sneaking out? nope.
2) Been skinny dipping? nope.
3) Done something you regret? who hasnt?
4) Bungee jumped? never.
5) Lied to someone you love? yea.
6) Finished an entire jaw breaker? uhhhh..?
7) Have you ever slept in someone else's bed? uh huh
8) Wanted an ex bf/gf back? no ex:D
9) Cried because you lost a pet? think so. my hamster diedD:
10) Wanted to disappear? currently i want to :/

TEN PREFERENCES:
1) Smile or eyes: smileeeeee[[:
2) Light or dark hair: uhhhh. light?
3) Hugs or kisses: huggies[:
4) Shorter or taller: taller!
5) Intelligence or attraction: uhhhh both can.
6) Romantic or spontaneous: aiyo i v greedy i want both! :DD
7) Hook-up or relationship: duhhh. relationship.
8) Dinner out or takeaway: dinnerout!
9) Hot or cute: cute[:
10) Educated or dropout: lol educated larh please.

TEN LASTS:
1) Last phone call you made: joel
2) Last phone call you received: gayle
3) Last person you hung out with: my mum. and ermmm the trackers during training? idk.
4) Last person you scold vulgarities: uhh shhhhh((:
5) Last person(s) you hugged: dont wanna remember!
6) Last text message you received: from my twin. pretty long msg[:
7) Last person(s) you went to the movies with: uhhhhhh. shirlynn. twilight! x333
8) Last person/thing you missed: i miss. the december hols larh D:
9) Last thing you touched: keyboard mouse phone HEH.
10) Last person/thing to piss you off: uhhh. shant reveal my wrath. lol

HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yeap.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yaaaaa.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - LOL in gym class maybe.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - nope but i wanna go to one!
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team - nah.
6. Ever been on a dance team - kind of. shhhhh! :X
7. Ever been on a sports team - yepp:D
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - uh huh:D
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley- not planning to.
10. Ever been in a rap video - nope. but i want! heh so cool.

YAY. i wanna go play my piano now but its so late already. and i think i hurt my feet or something :/

gosh i miss _ so terribly D:

shady shades

2009-01-01T13:18:00.002+08:00

hello HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :D

ahh joline, i think this blog will be dead, especially after school starts! and no one visits this blog except for our loyal fans like jiinn and linxi LOL! hahaha i'm so lame.

okay thankyou list for the year 2008 (if anybody ever sees this)
-joline goh
-charmaine oh
-audrey lee
-lee xiaoen
-choo huier
-churchies: charmaine, huisian, huiyee, dennis, chris, liting, pris, weigin, jiawei, huphrey, claire, sarah and the list goes on AND brother samuel & sister carol! [:
-310'08: charmaine, audrey, huier, xiaoen, yanquan, qinyan, liqi, siyan, naijing and the list goes on [:
-dance besties: yujia, jessica (yan qi), linkai, yuanyuh, siming, amanda, wenqi, quekying, teoying, and the list goes on [:
-fav gang (beijing niulanshan): joline, jiinn, carissa, sylvia, peishan, livia, jean ann, wanting, yanquan, xiaoen [:
-obs watch (Barker): sarah loke, vanice, yvonne, clarice, junying, yingsiu, kakay etc [:
-plus everyone else! ex classmates like tongzhen jiinn linxi and germaine and many others whom i see in school and smile at me HAHA! :D

so long for now! those are just friends hahaha! toodles!<3

and you know it's never simple

2008-12-30T20:21:00.002+08:00

BOOOOO! :D i dunno what to say :/

hmm yay i like this new skin [: ohyeah today i saw sylvia korkor in school [: haha cos she was kinda in charge of the mini-concert thingum? anyway dance was slack cos laoshi wasn't here [:

bleah. heh ohyeah i was so shocked when i checked my phone in the morning. cos when i woke up in the morn, i saw an sms by sarahlee! haha. she sent saying that there'll be cell dinner before watchnight, but i replied saying i wasn't going. heh. (i remembered saturday at like 3, she smsed me saying i'm in her cell LOL. ) is she some sort of cell leader or sth? HAHA.

alright got to go. toodles.

ILYMDT!♥♥

so let it be[:

2008-12-29T13:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO! :D
i just changed the skin, woohoo i love this skin alot! :DD
anw. melissa just sms-ed me to ask what was the book that my sec1 story telling was based on O: so random! and she still remembers HAHA. i remember in sec1 she told me she read the book before! it's called 'Elsewhere'. HEH. omg that was in sec1, and in like 3 more days time, im gonna be a freaking sec4! OO: i feel so out of place hehe.

lala my itunes is playing viva la vida again! HEHE. and my father is watching something outside on his computer, it's so loud O: like some china music like that haha.

oh i gotta go hmm do my ih sia survey stuff already. toodles! :DD

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing,
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing

a King was born [:

2008-12-25T09:09:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! :DDD

woohoo

Happy birthday Jesus! ♥ ♥

okay toodles! :D

find yourself in you

2008-12-24T21:05:00.003+08:00

this bloggie is so so dead ._. hahah funny smiley! [:

lala~ ohyeah tomorrow i'll get to eat pizza! [: (i sound like some deprived kid!) but anyway, it's cos my uncle's paying for it :D HAHAHA! pizza for lunch! sadly it isn't for dinner, cos dinner seems more like the festive spirit but ohwells [:

woohoo tomorrow's christmas x3 i finally wrote finish all the christmas cards! wrote for the girls i know in cell: charmaine weigin pris liting claire sarah jiawei huiyee and huisian. actually was considering writing to dennis, humphrey, chis and idk maybe bryan? but in the end i decided against it. cos i aren't writing to all the guys in cell, and it's really weird, if i only write for a few of the guys. besides i don't know 'em that well. still, not as if i know people like sarah and a lot others that well too. but ohwell. hmm. okay it's like i do talk to dennis. he and humphrey are always fooling around. haha. i wonder how will dennis do, when humphrey's gone to australia in january next year! haha!

off course i wrote a card for my darling twinnie! BFFFF! x3 ♥♥

Higher, Lord you will lift me
Higher, out of my weakness
Lord take me as I am
Higher, I will be lifted
Higher, my world committed
In my generation I will proclaim

FRAISE CHAUX.

2008-12-23T17:37:00.018+08:00

i've come to a decision.
to revive this stagnant blog and to relieve my boredom, PLUS i dont wanna post another decent post, i shall spam blogthings quizzes(:
hurray.

You Are Hot Chocolate

Your holiday personality is generous.

The holidays are your favorite time to practice the art of giving.

You enjoy picking out presents, sharing treats, and making everyone's day a little brighter.

And you don't even notice if you don't get anything in return.

What Holiday Drink Are You?

You Are Red Lights

Your holidays are a time of warmth and sharing.

No one epitomizes the spirit of giving as much as you do.

You enjoy all of the tastes, sounds, smells, and sights of the holidays.

You usually have the best decorations, music, and food.

What Color Christmas Lights Are You?

You Are Biscotti

You are a very direct, honest person.

You don't have time for dramatics or emotional pleas.

You feel most comfortable in the intellectual realm, especially with science and technology.

You are good at understanding difficult subjects. Understanding people? Not so much.

What Holiday Cookie Are You?

You Are Considerate and Mature

You approach the holidays with responsibility and cooperation.

You'll do your part to make sure that everyone else has a happy holiday.

You aren't particularly picky or high maintenance during the holidays.

You're happy to be in the company of people you love, and you're willing to "go with the flow."

Of all the types, you are the most likely to give someone exactly what they want.

You're also the most likely to wrap all your presents well - to prevent peeking!

The Wrapping Paper Test

Your Christmas is Modern

Your wish for the New Year is to stay in touch with your family and friends more.

For you, Christmas is a spiritual holiday. You can't separate it from your beliefs.

You are a little impatient when it comes to Christmas. You can't wait to open your presents.

You like Christmas traditions, but you're not uptight about them. You do things your way.

You like to celebrate Christmas your own way, and you don't like to have to compromise.

You enjoy Christmas, but you find it to be a bit of a burden at times.

You give a big during the holidays but nowhere near as much as you'd like to.

What Does Your Christmas Say About You?

Your Snow Test Says You're Agreeable

You feel like something good will happen to you eventually, but not soon.

You love to work, especially when work is physical. You do well in any job, as long as you're not stuck in an office.

You are a cooperative, agreeable person. You enjoy the company of others, and you enjoy compromising for the good of the group.

Your biggest worry in your life is your health. You tend to be a bit of a hypochondriac.

When it comes time to relax, you have no problem letting go. You are already pretty relaxed as is!

The Snow Test

You Are a Turtleneck Sweater

You are sophisticated, streetwise, and even a little cynical.

You are quite cultured, and you don't fall for gimmicks or trends easily.

You are naturally chic. You have a urban, cosmopolitan style.

And you know that the secret to looking good is not trying too hard!

What Kind of Sweater Are You?

You Are Clam Chowder

You are cynical and a bit provincial. You don't trust what's new or trendy.

You are also indulgent and hedonistic. You like rich foods, and you would never count calories.

You are not a big cooker - or a big foodie. Food is not complicated for you.

You eat what's comfortable. And what's from a box or can. You're very low maintenance.

What Kind of Soup Are You?

You Are a Bran Muffin

Some people have accused you of being all work and no play. And that does describe you most of the time.

You are very career oriented. When you're not working making money, you're working to improve yourself.

You have very little room in your life for fluff. You want to live as good of a life as possible.

You are competitive and driven. You like to surround yourself with other motivated people.

While you are a go-getter, you are by no means self centered. Quite the opposite.

You are a caring, together, and stable friend. You are grounded enough to be there for people.

What Kind of Muffin Are You?

ALL CRAP! LOL.
kbye!

cos even if you're wrong, i'll stand by you.

2008-12-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

hi. i feel retardedly high now. lol :DD YAY movie date with shir dear tmr![: watching twilight. neh neh i dont care if the review's low, i shall watch it anyway. (i havent even read the book yet) LOL! but anw, i called van and she said she loves the movie very much haha though it may not have been good. heh. train-ed home today with shir van gloria rebecca! :D we actually wanted to go today but all the timings were v bad, and so the 3 of them went today. gloria's going to kl tonight, actually i think she's gone already. haha another lucky person. tsk no fair! anw. the 3 of them are really funny and dramatic, im sure anyone would agree with me no doubt bout that. heh :D i just realised i haven't taken mrt home with they van and mav for quite some time! O: heh. today xmas service was really good(i think) as in. if i were a non-christian listening, i guess i would have choose to receive christ. anw, ohman i wish i had brought someone with me! anw. at the start, when they were playing amazing grace and showing all the miraculous 'stories' of the people, i started crying uncontrollably. like idk, its just God's love i guess. and it's been so long since i felt it. it felt nice[:

oh, and christmas prezzies! HEH. YAY! from van, ju, dawn, corrine! :D thankyou[: i shall go get more cards and stuff[: lala(: my present feels so erm cheap next to theirs, it's just a card D: ohwells. but nvm, its the thought that counts[: heh. ohman i wish i was somewhere else now man :X

ok toodles! sorry for being such a mean pig but lala that's just the way it is[:
(high class club!) <3333 heh. we need new members! LOL.

break my heart for what breaks Yours

2008-12-21T08:18:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD [: ahhh sorry twin D: yesterday after i tagged at the joint bloggie, i wanted to go and blog alr. but my internet connection suddenly got cut off D: and i couldn't do anything else so i went to turn off the com, cos anyway i had to prepare to leave for church. awwww.

and twin. i dunno why, my phone now so lousy! all the smses i received are so late! the one you sent 2 days ago, you said you sent it in the evening but i only received at night (11.45 pm). [ohyes now i didnt turn off my phone when i sleep ahahaha!] and ytd i received charmaine's sms like super late. i could only received it after i came out of the church building (which was like 2 hours after she smsed) and i received someone else's sms late too! ohman D: roars! my phone connection used to be good, but ever since 3 days ago, it just seemed so weird and horrible D: ahhh sorry twin if i replied you so late/ didnt receive your smses ):

yesterday had church [:
ladeedum i have no idea what to say. hmm oh humphrey brought this fake hamburger! haha it looks quite cute cos there's this smiley on it, but anyway it looks pretty gross, the way you can squeeze it and everything. hm.

okay nouveau today <3 it's at 6 laterrrr [: WOOHOOO it's a cell district gathering for TCC @payalebar [: so it's only us youths from payaleba(sat&sun). the dress code is smart casual! and i shall just wear jeans i guess? ohyeah yesterday i was trying to find jeans to wear, but all the jeans seem weird so i decided to try this dark blue pants that i couldn't wear after i came back from china programme. i was so shocked i could fit in and it wasn't tight at all wahahah :D

oh yeah, i guess i am not that afraid for Nouveau anymore [: cos today huisian talked to me [: and haha oh yeah after service we were just waiting around. chris was amusing. he suddenly came up next to huiyee and i. he asked, "who's she?" *points at me* huiyee suddenly went"Merry Christmas" (haha she's too excited over christmas). and chris was like "huh? she's called merry christmas?" huiyee was like," nooooo." chris thought for a moment before saying," oh she's charmaine" huiyee was like," nooo, she's shermaine." chris," huh aiyah no difference. shermaine charmaine? sounds the same." huiyee," no one's sher-maine. one's char-maine!" chris:" oh i know who's charmaine." *pauses* "aye all sound the same. huiyee, shermaine" huiyee was like "not the same!" chris,"okay okay it's not the same." LOL! chris gets so confused and he doesn't remember.

okay byeeee ♥ love you a gazillion times, twinnie!♥♥

untitled.

2008-12-20T11:46:00.001+08:00

hello. im sick of blogging. yea so.
PEACE! :D

i just dont belong here, i hope you understand.

2008-12-16T13:56:00.002+08:00

hello world! :D

today im feeling better but there's still a teenywheeny part of me feeling :/ and D: and :X and |:
lol ans, i just hung out the clothes, and it looks like its gonna rain(again!) D: ohman. i dont want to take all in again. anw. i didnt go for training today cos i woke up late(kind of). my alarm was at 6.45 and 7am respectively and i went back to sleep after each alarm, and the last time i woke up was around 7.35/40? so anw. i was feeling super lazy. and so i decided to stay home and sleep. slept til 10am and still was freaking tired. rawr. didnt want to get out of bed.

ah idk \:

k bye!

now im done believing you, you dont know how i'm feeling.

2008-12-15T17:14:00.005+08:00

hello! i think this skin's fine. haha, im too lazy to find a nice one to change lala. ohman, i suddenly miss alot of things. i wish i was somewhere else now. to escape everything. rawr.

i hate this feeling. why cant you just tell my straight. it's the same feeling i used to get like so often last time. and its been so long since i last felt as lousy as this.

uhh heck it larh. one thing to console me is that i've finished my holiday homework. yea baby :D (at least i hope) apart from the sucky sias. this doesnt really help in making me feel better. but oh wells, at least im not feeling worse. rawr. you know what?? i just decided i want to change skin today. (to take my mind off things) you know. so blogskins, here i come! :D

oh random, i just learnt how to play unfaithful on the piano. lol. and yea, watch out for the new skin!

i've been searching for a place of my own

2008-12-15T15:19:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD :D

ohdear our blog is stagnant OOPS must 've been my fault for not posting HEH.
today had dance training from 9-12. lala~ oh modern dancers were having cca too, and somehow we made a mistake with the schedule or whatever yupp. and there was this filming thing of us doing barre for about 15 minutes. yeah. aiyo why must they only film us and not the modern dancers -.- like it's the same. laoshi later said the modern dance's coach said they shouldn't film them. ohwells. and yupyup saw my jiejie carissa :D HEHE!

and ohyeah dance was okay i guess. we were just dancing outside the auditorium :x and later laoshi made us do leg raises. she wanted 3X20 but all of us were like aching all over, she changed to 2X20 in the end. and she made us to do areoplane.(is it areoplane? the one you lie with your back facing up, and then you bend back) i like areoplane more! although your back hurts all over after it's over. lala~ dance tomorrow :/

yayy i'm not going for dance on thursday [:
sunday, i'm going for nouveau. 15 bucks! :x ugh. but i hope i get to enjoy it with the cell and everything, and maybe be closer to some people. at least gin, jiawei and charmaineoh 'll be there. i hope we sit at the same table :D and the attire is Casual Wear. heck i'll just wear jeans [:

in my heart, there'll always be a place for you and me.

2008-12-15T10:59:00.003+08:00

rawr. i dont like this skin! D: BOO. its like orange and grey! suppose to be sad, but not sad! ): heh. i shall change it soon. wahahah twin!

and my mozzie bite on my feet is itching like madness. eh no, it's an ant bite! or rather 2 ant bites. itchy itchy itchy! D:

ytd went to strings concert! HEH. what's it called? sul ponticello heh at the esplanade recital studio. erm it's quite tiny larh, not what i expected of at esplanade but heck. anw, sat with clarice, binny, gayle, dawn! heh. stoned for 90min b4 that cos had nothing to do. ohman shirlynn see how much we all support you! Heh!<33 reminds me. i've made up my mind bout something. ah private private.

ah this blog is getting stagnant! O:
anw. i shall finish my chem today. or rather, start my chem today. (:

jiayou joline! :D

soundtrack of my summer

2008-12-13T13:17:00.002+08:00

eeek my feet suddenly have alot of fungus on it >( so gross HEH!

lala~ sorry twin but i'm not changing the skin :/ HEHE i sound so mean OOPS! i realised this skin doesn't show the time the post is written D: BOOHOO! no fair! hehe. and the skin so doesnt suit me cause it's black!

yay i'm looking forward to church later! i shall go off to take my shower now! and prepare WOOHOO.

toodles! <3

p.s twin i still love you even though you don't like the skin i choose AHAHAHA

seasons are changing, and waves are crashing, and stars are falling all for us.

2008-12-13T09:45:00.003+08:00

hello im bacccccccck(:

and no fair twin you go and make my profile first! D: bully meeee):
heh, nvm. yay track camp/farewell was fun! :D though only there were 2 longDs from sec3, - me and chloe! but anw it was fun. but tiringD: i became the leader cos janice disappeared O: so anw, i didnt know what was going on, so i just follow chloe's group everywhere! HEH, we combined groups! oh and we play the toothpaste game, which i didnt play lala, i was busy squeezing toothpaste on the sec1s. heh grape flavoured toothpaste! its like you pick a card, and the card will say a body part for example "head" so then i will squeeze toothpaste on your head. then the next person will pick another card, for example, "knee" then you have to pass the toothpaste from your head to the other person's knee. and it continues, til the whole tube of toothpaste finishes. heh. there are body parts like "nose, thighs, sole(yuck!), face ankle elbow.." yea i think there was this person who had to pass from erm cheek? to sole. LOL! oh and the potato sack game. the daiso's potato sacks were out of stock! i wonder who went to buy so many potato sacks larh. anw, so we used this plastic carrier bag. and 3 ppl have to cross, with 2 legs in the bag. and the other side, there's this plate of kokocrunch covered in flour. and as usual, get the kokocrunch out using only mouth and face. and julia dipped her whole face into the flour! AHAHAH and they kept falling down it was hilarious. oh and the shampoo game! styling the hair with shampooo O: on the beach. yea and joey picked this hairstyle that look like some gatsby advert. the one that looks like a chicken head! funny.

oh and our performance, the POEM! HEHEHEHE. we were hiding behind the sec1s and dunno doing what! "a picture speaks a thousand words!" LOL! oh and i played touch rugby with the juniors for a while cos there was nothing to do. and running in the sand barefooted is really painful. my plaster dropped off, and my blister was exposed! so i stopped playing after a while. oh and s went to buy a condom(to see if she could buy it!) AHAHAH.

OOOO: i'm gonna be a secfour next year! SCARY): came home at 9 plus. in the mid of the nyona show! D: i missed half an episode. hurhur but nvm haha, chloe likes the show too! :DDD but anw, i was really really tired after i came home so i just went to bathe and slept with wet hair! yea i know its bad, but i dont care already! hehe.

erm later got the dry run for the myhope thingy. and ohdear, no one i invited is going! D: BOOOHOOO. ah and im having cough+sorethroat! D:

eeeks i got alot of bites! D:

when i look into the sky above

2008-12-11T20:47:00.002+08:00

lala okay changed skin.
twin BE PREPARED :D ahaha
but by the time you saw this post, you would've seen this skin ._.
lala
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVANA HONG :D

haha random. okay i dunno what to say HMMM

byebye! i shall post on saturday or sunday instead HAHA

TOODLES

2008-12-11T19:10:00.001+08:00

eeek the skin looks so screwed D: sorry twin!
maybe i'll change later! :/ toodles! <3

cos these things will change

2008-12-10T18:54:00.003+08:00

i was reading my old posts. and i realised how random and dumb i use to be. at least more random/dumb then now. but i used to be much much carefree and happy last time. like all the posts were happy happy, and those that were sad were for erm trivial reasons. aye, how we've changed. now i think i used to be really boliao! heh, but it's fun reading my old posts. even the way i type is different! O:

k bye!

three of hearts.

2008-12-09T14:23:00.003+08:00

OMG i just had the worst time of my life hanging out the clothes-.-
cos there was a dead cockcroach comfortably nested between the window sills. i think i took at least 45 min to finish the chore. stupid cockcroach! i took the hang baboon thingy which looked like a fork to poke the stupid cockcroach and it broke into many disgusting pieces, yuck! and there was this leg stuck there gross gross! and when i was hanging out the clothes, i was like dont look down, dont look down to myself cos the remains were/ARE still there! :X GROSS GROSS GROSSS! yuck! i was freaking scared larh, i am super afraid of cockcroaches+lizards. and finally now im done. if i were older, perhaps my heart wouldnt be able to take it-.- seriously i was clutching to my own shirt cos i was so scared. ah. please God, dont rain dont rain! if not i have to take in everything again O: AH.

dont stop here, i lost my place, i'm close behind.

2008-12-08T22:02:00.002+08:00

YAY IM BACK! :D

fun fun fun! :D
bought new clothes!
2 BLACK pants
and
2 dresses! :DDD

hooray.
oh and watched some kungfu show and madagascar 2! HEH the show so cute! :D oh and i watched the golden campass on the coach. plus i am legend! but i was so scared of the zombies that i stopped watching! but i wanna watch! boohoo will smith is cool! (: HEH i hope they screen it on channel 5 sometime soon(:

heh i miss my twinnnnnnn<3
ladeedum.

yay i wanna wear my clone tee with my twin![:

All my failing surely would have drowned me

2008-12-07T08:07:00.003+08:00

BOO! had service ytd :D we didn't have fuel D: and both huiyee and i were sad cos of that. anyway yeah, so i was taking the train and huiyee boarded the same train as me, at yishun O: i was so shocked to see her, cos i was kinda stoning haha. and when she wanted to alight at amk, i was like "huh?" cos i always take to payalebar mrt! and she told me she took bus from amk to church. i was like "okay let's see who reach first!" and she alighted while i continue taking the train LOL! in the end she reached first (which was quite expected), about 25 minutes before i reached HEH.

and so we reached super early, at about 3.45 when BUZZ prayer only started at 4.30. and we went straight up to outside the LT, instead of checking into Han's to see if our cell was there alr HAHA. so we were kinda bored outside. and BUZZ prayer we prayed for camp. geee i wanna go for SURGE camp D: huiyee and i can't go. charmaine's going. nevermind, i shall save up money for camp next year (: cos i really wanna goooo. oh today for service, sarahlee claire and charmaine didn't come. and i didn't see gin and jiawei either (although i think they did come).

before cell prayer, sister carol and sister ___ (i know her but i don't know her name)saw huiyee and i sitting outside the LT. they were saying hello and smiling at us, so we smiled back. and sister ___ was saying "why your both have the same smile!" and sister carol was like "that's the nanyang smile!" and she smiled the same way we did! HEHE :D

and brother samuel (he's in charge of sec 3's) knows my name :D he saw huiyee and i before cell prayer. he went, "hi huiyee, and ..." pauses, "sorry i'm bad at names." we all laughed.
"shermaine"
"oh so you are the shermaine! i know there's one charmaine and one shermaine. i know who's charmaine, and i was wondering who's shermaine. okay so you are the one!" *he grins*

ohyeah. after sermon, i went down for altar call. and sister ____ (the same sister who was with sister carol when huiyee and i saw them!) prayed for me. before praying for me, she asked me for my name. and her prayer was really suitable, cos the Holy Spirit probably told her what to pray for me. awwww <3 i guess i really needed it. the sermon was about knowing that everyone of us have a special destiny and is set apart by God. thankyou sister ____ (sheesh i really forgot your name! you used to be kind of in charge of cell, though that was before i really started going for Fuel.)

Lord, i thankyou for letting sister___ know what i needed. Father, i pray that you'll reveal my purpose and special destiny. like Your word says, i am unique and have my own area of talent. Lord, you know many times i'm just lost, frustrated and everything cause i can't seem to find an area in which i excel in. but Jesus, i trust in Your words, and i pray that You'll help me seek out a talent. like sister ___ said in the prayer, she prayed that i'll know a new language, something different from what i've known. Lord, i lift up everything into Your hands. thankyou Father.
in Jesus' name i pray,
Amen.

so hmm after service ended, we were just waiting around and stuff. and haha realised bryan's camera shy! HAHA he was going around taking the other sec 4's photos, but he was kinda shy when pris wanted to take his picture. heh. and liting was like telling him the way he smiles is alright haha.

and later on, christ was calling me charmaine. O: and pris told him i was shermaine. and liting was like, 'don't worry chris, i always get them both mixed up'. and chris was amusing. he said "aye, should just call them shermaine 1 and shermaine 2." and pris was like, "nooo. one of them is shermaine, one is charmaine." haha. and pris went on to say how charmaine and i look alike ._. and they were all agreeing O: haha. and huiyee was like, "no shermaine looks more like charmaine's sister!" and pris was like, "yeah, they have the same face shape, and they even tie their hair the same way!" HAHAHA!

alright byeeeee :D

And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failing surely would have drowned me
But You made a way

do you think time would pass me by

2008-12-04T15:43:00.003+08:00

lalala oops didn't bother updating this ytd HEH :D
my twin's gone of to genting ~~island~~ highland now! heh take care twinnie! you know i'll miss you <3

i'm an anti-social freak! (: when i go online, i rarely talk to anyone except joline. oh i do talk to charmaine! but she's rarely online heh. and i love to appear offline :D

lala~ okay so far life's great. sunday batch gathering at yuanyuh's house :D heh. let's see who's there. hmmm. yuanyuh yujia shermaine jessica linkai jiawen yvonne simin teoying siming wenqi amanda quekying. bbq was pretty much quite fun. chansiming refused to believe that yujia and i ate enough for dinner, and keep trying to shoo me away from fanning the fire haha. but i love fanning the fire (: and yujia and i have good coordination cos we don't bang one another when we fan together HEH. anyway yeah and after everything, there was a surprise cake :D ohman i bet is linkai/ yanqi/ whoever else arrange! awww thankyou! it was for jiawen and i :D heh jiawen's bday was on the 24th! oh yeah, and there was another cake, baked by jiawen! it looked so pretty and it was great :D heh hooray to jiawen and i!

okay don't feel like talking about it anymore. and laoshi wasn't in singapore on my birthday :D she's still gone and will be back on the 8th. and so now training is slack [: i mean we still do barre and jumps but it's so much less pressurizing heh.

ladeedum. this post is so boring and i have no mood. don't ask me why (: it just feels blah HEHE!

toodles! :D

happy birthday princess<3

2008-12-02T19:13:00.003+08:00

heh, shermaine is a PRINCESS. LALA. happy birthday dearest twin! hehe, (giggly twins!) x3

you're zeeeeee bessssstest twin ever, so sweet, lovely, wonderful and adorable! HEH :D and i really thankGod for making you part of my life and everything heh. you're an ANGEL(: and i pray that your faith will never waver, though how bad situations may seem but God will always always be there, even if i'm not here, Jesus will be there for you, and he'll never let go of you. congrats for finally reaching fifteen! HEH. im so sorry i forgot to bring the card yesterday. ohman i wanted you to read it on your birthday! D: but ohwells its ok, you wont mind, cos you're shermaine. HEH(: its a long long letter! heh, thanks for everything dearest! BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF<3

heh,
"COS YOU MAKE ME WHOLE & WILL FOREVER BE MY PRINCESS" LALA<3

and i don't try to hide my tears

2008-12-01T21:08:00.003+08:00

hello :D and yayy today's date with twinnie was great! except my legs were dying by the time i reached home HEH but now they're fine [: twin! i think i regret not buying the 18 bucks black shirt, but i think i rather go j8 or something to buy long shirts! :D

and my twin got me a Little Miss ___ shirt AHAHA :D hooray we have twin shirts!

you know, i don't feel like blogging about this whole trip. but i guess i've got to say, it was really fun. cos like twin, i'm kinda anti- social too, but i felt so comfortable around you, not having to be self- conscious about whatever i do (like how i eat AHAHA shhhhh! cannot tell people!), and idk. it's just really nice, and i know i'm a bother cos i made you walk around so long and in the end i still didn't buy anything! HEH we should go out again in future k? really love you loads!♥

sorry don't feel like blogging about every specific events [: so in point form! :
- joline bought me a slice cheesecake from bread talk, and we both sang the birthday song (hehe we sang so soft, and we were so scared people stare at us HEH) and we shared the cake, till we were so full!
- joline bought me my present [: HEH yay little miss shirt :D thankyou twinnn!
- joline wanted to buy black jeans at this shop, and the shopowner was so freaky, keep giving shirt and jeans to her to try! like forcing her to buy! :/ and in the end we (esp her) was so afraid to walk by the store again!
- joline bought this pretty jacket [: heh. awww no stipey cardigan HEH [:

thank you Jesus for such a great day today with my best friend♥

I'm only up when your not down.
Don't wanna fly if you’re still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half im only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.

would you take these hands of mine, and use me.

2008-11-30T22:21:00.004+08:00

church today! :D
HEH, dawn came back and she looked v beautiful today, in a new dress! think its kinda like a married woman glow heh!(:

anw, church was great today! :D

at first like most of us were late, oops :X mavis, gloria, rebecca, shirlynn and me. we were like half an hour late oooops sorry peeps :/ and sk kinda 'lectured' us a abit yea. but anyway, dawn asked me to be the emcee like O: and i agreed cos no one else really wanted. and blah blah it was quite boring cos idk what to do larh seriously and after service later dawn told me that i can dont be emcee anymore cos maybe van can be? yay! and she commented that cos van was the highI type. lol, im highS, im BORRRRRING(: HAHA gayle! :D anw so yay! and then i was like supposed to hmm do games? but i didnt want and stuff and there was nothing much to do anyway so yay i think im doing carolling again! hurraye! :DDD

oh service was great. like the worship, i could really feel God's presence and stuff, my hands felt like that were really burning and it was so warm and i could just feel God's love. like seriously after so long and i felt as though he said that he still loves me despite everything i've done and trying to go my own way. and after the last song, idk but i think i heard a quiet whisper in my heart and God was pleased cos i finally worhsipped him from my heart and just not my voice, after fading apart. yeap. so :D sermon was about how to kill a lion in a snowy day. about God knows, and God builds. the perfect temperature(intensity) and duration. thinking bout it my biggest lion(worst enemy) i think should be like living up to expectations and stuff. like how people they group you, they expect you to be something that you're not? like oh, you must be smart, you must get this grade, you have this expectation to live up to, and if you dont, you're never good enough. that kind of thing. and pressure in school, with friends. like somehow thinking im never gonna be good enough for anything, for anyone. but God knows what we're going through, the pain, the emotions, and i guess his building up our character in the process, and we'll come out of the situation better than before(: guess Jesus understands how its like to be committed to something, to do something, even when we dont feel like doing it but we still have to. like he didnt want to die on the cross, but he did it for us, nevertheless(:

yupp. i felt myself drawing closer to God. and as the song says:
a thousand times i've failed, still your mercy remains,
and should i stumble again, i'm caught in your grace.

anw. im a bit worried for the Xmas harvest cos idk, its like so soon, and im leaving for holiday, everyone's leaving for holiday and i cant help but worry if everything's gonna turn out right. but i guess trust God and he'll make our paths straight(:

i feel like rejuvenated after service wooohoo! its been a really long time since i really felt God, i've been a naughty girl :X

oh and on the mrt home, mavis said im anti-social D: but that's very true. i feel kinda uncomfortable socially, if i dont have someone comfortable around me. yea. you know i use to be more sociable last time, but i guess i got tired of being open being friendly. and sometimes, just sticking to your own kind's the safest solution of all(: dont like people feeling as though like i've left them out.

anw, date with twin tmr! :DD WOOOHOOO[:

though my world may fall, I'll never let You go

2008-11-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

ladeedum! BOOOO <3

oh i just remembered. ytd i was feeling kinda low D: cos laoshi spoke to me after training ,and she said that i need to improve, otherwise she might replace me with someone else, for syf. sigh. she said i'm not v tall, and somemore my ganjue isn't that good like the rest (esp those who went for beijing dance). (and around the same not- so-tall people like silei and quekying have really good ganjue so they don't matter). i know i guess i'll just stop worrying and leave everything to God. whether i stay in or out of the dance. sigh.

heh today church was awesome [: was on the train on the way to payalebar, and huiyee texted me saying that she met charmaine at the bus stop already so she'll meet me at Hans. haha. and when i reach Hans, charmaine said that she and huiyee shared sushi HAHA and while walking to the classroom block for fuel, we met claire and her two friends- chia min and zixin. oh then fuel all the upper sec joined (which means two hugeeee buzz groups) for our game thing. and it was some game with hierachy and stuff. haha. and in the end so many people keep coming in that we gave up on playing. instead we started worshiping :D and after worship we split up into our cell, and we further split up into sec 3s and 4s. sister carol took the sec 4s and brother samuel took us sec 3s.

and we had this name game (that i remember playing on the 1st day of obs) -.- okay so at least i know the sec 3's peeps [: ben(jamin) chris(topher) ezra denise humphrey zixin claire chiamin shermaine huiyee jiawei charmaine sarah isabel (humphrey's sis who is only sec 1). okay that was the sec 3's (minus away chia min and zixin who are just visiting kind. and jiawei's sec 2 heh! and isabel just came today yupp). and we learnt about intercession. yupp.

ohyeah. now the ny people only have sarahlee claire charmaine huiyee and i. kellyjow's gone. dunno why, haven't seen her for pretty long.

service later. it was great. i mean worship was quite okay, but somehow i still felt quite far from God :/ and it was only at altar call that i felt God's presence. the moment i stood at the front, i just keep tearing/ crying. okay no one prayed for me, but i know it's enough, that i felt His presence. it was just really an awesome feeling.

and when everything ended, i looked around and realised charleneoh went down for altar call too HEH. and claire was beside charmaine, who was beside me. claire hugged charmaine, and after that charmaine turned around when charlene poked her, and charmaine started doing don't know what to her sis. haha. and claire turned to me and smile and she pat my head haha! :D

Jesus, i want to live for Your purpose and feel me with Your power to do so. Amen.

tomorrow batch gathering. hmmm. maybe swimming? bbq. whatever.

dear Jesus, i pray that you'll help my korkor to find a good job. you know what his expectations of the job are, and i pray you'll help him with finding a suitable one. and Father, i pray for my dance and everything, and that you'll help carissa too. and Lord, i lift up everything in my life. i sacrifice them, cause i want to draw near to You Lord. fill me with the Holy Spirit and guide me so that i will walk in the right way and not turn from You.
in Jesus' name i pray,
Amen.

hmmm okay toodles! it's close to 11 pm now [:

I love you, I need you,
Though my world may fall, I’ll never let you go
My Saviour, my closest friend,
I will worship you until the very end

where can you run to escape from yourself, where you gonna go?

2008-11-29T15:57:00.004+08:00

yay i love the joint bloggie(:

HEHH.

today i went to bugis from lunch with my mum, ate some soup place thingy. i ordered velvet mushroom soup O: velvet haha. it was really good, and a huge portion too. i lurrrve it, like the best mushroom soup ever cos there were soooo many mushrooms inside and i heart mushrooms! :D HEH twin, "IMMA PINK SHROOM!" :DD and i ate half a smoked ham&cheese sandwich + ice tea. yumyum. the money's quite worth it, can 2 ppl share, but we didnt know today so we each ordered a set and over-ordered. was so full until i wanted to vomit HAHA. and walked around bugis lala i want shopping! :DD but mummy says go malaysia then shop. whee cant wait! (:

yesterday night i had yet another weird dream. it was about a 'game'. a scary one though. like 2 groups, 2 ppl each i was team with someone i know in real life but i cant remember who. anw, we were on trees and suppose to 'outlast' the other team. and they would like attack us literally bite us and scratch us and whatever, felt like lions trying to claw us. O: and some person bite me like got blood eeks. it was painful yea. and later we were suppose to hang on to the tree by a rope and the person was going to attck us again, and i quickly climb all the way to the top cos i was really scared haha and i tried to grap the rope away so the person couldnt climb up to attack me, but it izin allowed O: and so i was awaiting my deathdoom, really they felt like monsters, maybe they were like come on why are they trying to eat us?! O: but then i think my partner gave up on the game so we were saved(: and then suddenly change scence we were lost at sea. scary. dejavu again man. like i did this before. anw we were lost at sea and someone it felt as though someone was making sure we would forever be lost you know. and later suddenly dunno how come me and twin were stranded by ourselves at this little town. which had some rich ppl who said there was no airport in that place and no phone to contact our families, in other words they wouldnt help us find our home. and they were like bad ppl so we were v frightened and so we secretly went to steal this lousy boat. and later we found out it was made of some lousy material like BISCUIT?! and it was breaking apart or something fortunately we managed to get onto land. but then again, no one would help us and it seemed the only way was by sea but there was no decent boats or ships. so anyway the dream ended. HAHA weird dream.

k bye i go play some games(: HEH or watch kyle xy! :DD

//edit//
i just heard the titanic theme on youtube. ohman the flute solo's so lovely! ohman i wished i knew how to play a flute(: the violin too! :DD ahhhh flute!!!!!!!!

something about you

2008-11-28T22:47:00.003+08:00

HELLO! :D
YAY joint bloggie(:

my first post shall be a quiz again (oh how eggciting!) HEHE :D

I. Put your iTunes/Ruckus/Napster/etc. on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IV. Tag friends who might enjoy doing this.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
i dare you to move.
(switchfoot)
HAHAHA.

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
A dancing teddy.
(goong OST)
O:

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
even angels fall
(vanessa carlton)

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Gotta go my own way
(HSM2 sountrack)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Love story
(taylor swift)

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Cry
(rihanna)
HAHA my motto is to cry. cool(:

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Yesterday
(leona lewis)

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Breathe
(mich. branch)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
so sick of love songs
(neyo)

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
go the distance
(hercules ost)
AHAHAHAHA.

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
she will be loved
(maroon 5)
awww. shermaine, i think you will be loved[:

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
things i'll never say
(avril lavigne)
smart answer heh(:

13. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
shrink the world
(yellowcard)
o0

14. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
who's that girl
(hil. duff)

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
a thousand miles
(van. carlton)

16. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
fly
(hil. duff)

17. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING
stranger
(hil. duff)
O: what's with all the hilary duff songs suddenly?!

18. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
who i am hates who i've been
(reliant k)
hilarious.

19. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
incomplete
(backstreet boys)
this makes no sense HAHA.

20. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
He lives in you
(lion king II soundtrack)
Jesus lives in me! :D

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
complicated
(avril lavigne)

22. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
when you say nothing at all
(:

23. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
hurt
(christina aguilera)
ohman this is bad :/

24. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
unfaithful
(rihanna)
haha what does this mean?! O:

25. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
hold on
(KT tunstall)

26. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Ice pond.
(goong ost)

27. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
something about you
(five for fighting)

HAHA, now you know the title of my blog post. anw, you should try this, it's kinda fun, if you get coherent answers that is(:

toodles! :D

we'll make the great escape

2008-11-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO :DD YAYYY a blog by WETHECLONES <3
HEHEHE! i shall post now, since my clone created this blog! :D i have no idea what to say.
oh twin, and i realised i cannot edit the template o.O so weird one! anyway, hmm today i saw nannypee! i was walking up the bridge to cross to the busstop at hwachong side, when i saw nannypee walking with xiaoen! and i was like "peishan!" and she looked up, and i was like "BABOOOONNN" hahaha and xiaoen was like,"oh yeah shermaine you reminded me of the baboon! i forgot!" HEH! yay we the clones love our nannypee alot :D

oh twinnie don't worry about completing the homework, cos i did v little :D AHAHA! yay kudos to the twins :D

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

BYEEEE :D